Tuesday, January 26, 2010

children OH children

I love children and love being with them!

This few weeks in LSK been pretty “challenging” … trust me!
Some of my days will somehow be started "bad" … not just “Monday blues” or "Thursday green” or "tiredness" but it just xxx yyy zzz (haiz).

Though at times I may find it difficult to =) or overwhelmed by the pressure right from the beginning of the day or sometimes even the night before!!! But the moment I stepped into the assembly hall, I made it a point to lift up my spirit and to greet the children with a great big =). And I made it a point that throughout my day with them, I won't let my mood affect my attitude or responses/treatment towards them.

EVERYDAY without fail, each session will definitely end with a =) on Miss Lim's face and especially when the children stop and give a hug!

Miss Lim, JIAYOU oh JIAYOU!

sneak preview

A little preview to Children’s Moment 2010

Moment #1
* lesson time *
Miss Lim: Correct answers! Wow! All of you are so smart!
Children: Yeah~~
Miss Lim: Give yourself a pat on your shoulder and say “well done!”
Children: Well done~ Well done~ We want present!
Miss Lim: Hmm… Alright, your present will be a hug from Miss Lim!
Children: …

* during dismissal *
* while waiting for his mummy * Child MF: Miss Lim! I forget to get my present from you!
Miss Lim: =) come here!
Child MF: * ran over and gave a hug *
Miss Lim: =) aww...

Moment #2
* lesson … children required to make sentences with “I am” *
Child JM: Mrs Ong, you see this!
Mrs Ong: Oh… JM!!! I need to show Mrs Tan (the principal) * ran out excitedly
~ Child JM wrote “I am a child of God”

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

cloud cloudy cloud

Some look at the cloud when they are down…
Some look at the cloud when they are up…

But for Yanni… she just simply love the cloud & the sky! =)






Friday, January 15, 2010

=)

Recently received a mms that gave a big big big =) to my face! Together with this msg:
“Teacher Lim, how are you doing? This is Mr Ho’s first day @ xxx Primary School”


Wednesday, January 13, 2010

MID week

Finally I get to be @ home “peacefully”.
Past two nights was @ the hospital as one of my w5 students is admitted due to small intestines infection and lost of blood.
Both nights I stayed till 8pm plus 9pm... just wanted to be there for the student and mum.

Wanted to go over again today but ended up leaving school only @ 6pm plus.
Thank God! Got a call from the mum earlier that his report indicated it is not cancerous and needn’t operation thus if everything go on well, he will be discharging soon. Will drop by again tomorrow.

It is only the third day into school week…
Despite of the late nights, I thank God for the strength each day. I am actually doing perfectly fine physically!
But I guess I'm 30% “defeated” emotionally/mentally… though is only week 2 @ school but am starting to feel the pressure by the demands/expectations.

I thank God for His love & assurance… released everything to God @ morning worship. Felt so much better after that!

“Yanni will be still and know that He is God”

Sunday, January 10, 2010

FIRST week

4 Jan 2010 - the start of my journey in LSK

How was my first week?
Few days before school reopens, I guess I was only 20% excited and 80% nervous!
Just the night before - I know that I got to put to a stop of all negative thoughts and confession! I lifted myself to the Lord… I felt His peace!

Received smses from few friends asking how was my first day @ work.
Not a standard answer but it was a good start and a good time with colleagues/children. After a month break, is always good to be in the midst of little children.

Throughout I actually have a senior colleague hand-holding me where she was around to guide me along the orientation week, how their lesson is to be conducted, their routine, their culture, their style of doing certain task etc.

Really thank God for peace & boldness - I used to “tremble” when I teach infront of an adult but not so this time when this senior colleague was around to observe me. I was like having much fun teaching and enjoying every moment with the children.

This entire week been rather physically tiring - having to be out and in school for close to 10hrs.
I was shocked when I saw the remainder value in my ezlink card cause this entire week other than home and school, it was still home/school.
Too tired to go anywhere in the night? Haha! On Fri night, I even slept @ 7pm plus!

But it been nice experience working @ LSK - morning prayer, morning worship/sharing, spiritual assembly, prayer/grace before lesson/snack, spiritual input to children etc etc.

Like what I told my principal - by God’s grace, my stay in LSK will get even better! Amen! =)
Looking forward to week 2!!!

Sunday, January 03, 2010

2010 FIRST entry

FIRST day of the year, 1 Jan 2010 : fun time, great fellowship with awesome friends
FIRST service of the year : fantastic start … recharged in His presence
FIRST busing of the year : fun … love spending time with w5
FIRST JAMs of the year : cool ... greater breakthrough ahead

Indeed 2010 going to be my BEST year yet … GRACE GRACE

what will you do?

Had an “interesting” experience @ JAMs…

Right at the beginning of the first service of the year, the students were informed about the “rules”. One of it - to refrain from going toilet during service. And if they still choose to go, they will have to stay outside the hall till further notice.


Once I was @ the door with Teacher XX…
For a few students - they went out and actually waited a while (patiently) before they were allowed into hall again.
For another few students - after we told them they may not get to come in immediately once they leave - they uturn back to their seat, you could see that they did some thinking. Haha!


But there was this Std D who made a big fuss - actually he went to the toilet but as there were no one outside to hold him so he returned immediately.

So I decided to tell him that was his “last chance” and if he ever go out again, we will be strict with him. I could say that to them obviously means that he is one with understanding.


As Std D listened, could see the change in his expression and then a fist appeared…

“You don’t let me go toilet … what if my kidney burst how?
If my kidney burst, are you going to pay for my kidney?”
* said it with angry tone *

“Don’t worry, your kidney won’t burst so easily” … before I could continue, he was being ushered away by his bus teacher.


I know Std D and I know his attitude can be quite bad and has temper problem but I’m actually quite disappointed with the way he answer/respond to us.
And I guess I was even more disappointed when his bus teacher told me things like - “He is in bad mood today. Guess he is more than happy not to come in. You are thankful that he didn’t whack you or use vulgar words. When he is in bad mood, he is like that one.” etc.

That point of time I was thinking - so you mean because of that, you allow him to be doing the things he is doing? Not sure did the teacher talk to him again in the bus when Std D cool down, I hope so.


Personally being a teacher to many different groups of students … the one thing I can’t accept the most is disrespect, be it towards parents, grandparents or teachers.

Back in kindergarten, if any of my angels were to show disrespect to any teachers, he/she will receive long one-to-one nagging session from Cher Lim. =p
As for JAMs, I guess is likewise … and probably for students with understanding and certain age level, there is kind of “expectation” also.

What will you do if you were his teacher?
Allow him to behave that way because he has temper problem?
Allow him to behave that way because he may whack any time?

Thursday, December 31, 2009

yes YOU!

You!? He too?! She also?! You mean they visit my blog too?! =p
2010 - the 5th year to my blog ... a channel for me to share my ups/downs, moments in school, vent my unhappiness, shout out my testimonies etc.


thank YOU, thank YOU, thank YOU for visiting my blog often!!!
thank YOU, thank YOU, thank YOU for all the encouragements & jiayous!!!
thank YOU, thank YOU, thank YOU for the comments/replys!!!
(YOU know who YOU ARE!)

Stay tuned! More to come in 2010!

tHe EnD oF 2009

“When you ask God for a gift, be thankful if He sends not diamonds, pearls or riches, but the love of real true friends” - Helen Steiner Rice

Friends… Friends… Friends…
Other than my cg members (my earlier entry), there are few other groups of friends I'm thankful for...


My kakis!!!

Really appreciate and treasure the friendship with you guys!
Thanks guys for everything!



My ex-members aka awesome friends!!!
You ladies are a group of friends who I always look forward to meet, to spend time with and to fellowship with.

Thank you Ah Qi for always being there! You my friend!
Thank you Ah Jing for always willing to share your life!
Love you ladies!

GS ladies!!!
Thank you ladies for the yearssss of friendship!
Many more yearsssssss ahead!


Wednesday, December 30, 2009

time in LSK...

Moments of…
Sharing & Sowing
Waiting & Watering
Teaching & Touching
Listening & Loving
Running & Soaring
Praising & Pointing

back in LSK...

After all the fun and holidaying … was back to school for two days for the last preparation/meeting before school reopens.

Officially, the staff were required to go back for one day but most of them turned up for two days!
* amazed at their working attitude *
Is so different from my previous kindergartens … then we were like can don’t report to school, we don’t. =p

It was a busy two days - especially the 2nd day where I almost stay till 7pm again!
That day I was pretty upset actually, the feeling of “really need to go but cannot go” was terrible!


From my past experience in kindergarten, usually the preparation days will always be very busy and teachers will treasure every moment to do up classroom etc but not so in LSK.
From like 9am+ to 12pm+ we had worship/praying/sharing session.
Then after lunch was short sharing/praying here and there before we went into admin. It was already 3pm+ when we were released to do our own stuff.

Two feelings after the principal shared … CHALLENGED + PRESSURE
A part of me is really looking forward to my journey in LSK, a total different environment, culture and working habit from all my previous kindergartens BUT on the other part of me, I am actually quite fxxxfxx - never had this kind of feel when I start anew at previous kindergartens.

Dear God, please enlarge my capacity! I want to be able to live up to standard of LSK!
Give me the wisdom, the creativity, the boldness, the favor of man as I start my adventure in LSK. Thank you God!

Monday, December 28, 2009

2009's LaSt Cg

27 Dec - Jm1Jm2 back to school
Our belated Christmas celebration cum Thanksgiving.

As shared during the “1 minute moment” - I’m just proud being a member of Jm1Jm2, is definitely a privilege to be in a ministry cg.

I guess one “tough moment” of my 2009 will be during my diploma period, the pressure I have from course + work + health etc. I really thank God for every single one who have cheered me on.


Special thanks to…
Lily - Thank you for the space you gave when I asked for break, for requesting the rest not to “disturb” me. Thank you for the card you mailed over! You don’t know how important the card was during the period.

Joli - Thank you for just being there! Your constant smses, your regular JIAYOUs and help offered really made me feel very loved and that I‘m not alone!

Santhi - Thank you for that fellowship on 25/3/09! You wont believe this - then and then despite the busyness, I was badly in need for fellowship and God sent you!


Adiel - Thank you for your smses and regards!
Rick - Thank you for your calls, your regular regards & your prayers!


And even when my course ended, on my graduation day … thank you ALL for making it so special and memorable for me!
Thank you Jinzhi & Rick for being there!
Thank you Lily & Santhi for the gifts!
Thank you ALL for the wishes and celebration!

All in all, Yanni want to thank everyone in Jm1Jm2 for their friendship and love! *hug*



Not forgetting…

Jinzhi, Lizhen & May - More than just cg member, thank you for being my great friends! You three are the ones I know I can run to when I need help or fellowship or even jokes?

Melvin & Albert - More than just being a “faithful readers” to my blog, thank you guys for the concern you shown when you “discern” something not right from my blog.

ChRiStMaS rOCk

21 Dec to 23 Dec - Rehearsals @ JW, worked together with Adiel & Ricando for the Fashion Show. Woo… check out our cool models!


22 Dec - Outreaches @ 3 homes … Sunlove, Surya, Mindsville
.
Though was last minute but thank God for the opportunity to lead games and to act.
Quite disappointed with my performance @ games actually … could have been better.


Games time!!!

Drama!!!


24 Dec - CHC Christmas @ Expo

Awesome service! =) Thank God I managed to get in the main hall.

25 Dec - JAMs Christmas Rock

Thank God for the 26 students & 2 caregivers on board W5 with 0 ama!
Really thank God for everyone … it been quite amazing! Instead of me calling up the backsliders, the backsliders actually called me ONE by ONE (not just one or two, to be exact, more than 5) to say they want to come and they kept their word and came!

26 Dec - Farewell~~ Last svc of 2009. Tangible presence of God.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

mY lOnG aWaItEd HoLiDaY pArT 3

The people who you go oversea with = very important.
Throughout this Melbourne trip, I thank God for great Dao You & oversea kakis! =)


My holiday has long officially ended, back to “work” after I came back.

Actually even before I came back to Singapore, I already started “working”. Haiz… quite sad ar. Haha!
“moral of the story: leave your hp at home when you go oversea”



Looking forward to my next oversea holiday next year~~ Where/When will it be~~~

And yes, how can I end this blog without thanking the people who have blessed me throughout this trip - my papa, my brothers, my grandma and Jane's mum! Thank you ALL! =)

mY lOnG aWaItEd HoLiDaY pArT 2

15 Dec - Rented a cab and set off to the countryside. Love the place, love the cottages! Up up up the winding road, down down down the curvy road… our driver Mr Teng was enjoying every moment, he was saying he didn’t step on anything but just let the car down by itself with just controlling the brake.


Our brunch @ Miss Marples’ Tea Room was awesome!
We had another drive up the mountain top - Mount Dandenong! I simply love the views! Thank God for the sufficient time, we then hurried over with the help of GPS to for a ride on Puffing Billy Steam Train. It was a nice experience as we sat on the ChooChoo train with our legs out of the window. We would probably have better views if we have more time for a longer journey.


We returned the car, hurried back for a short rest before setting for a long walk to The University of Melbourne to support Jane at her graduation. It was a grand ceremony with chancellor, lecturers (all dressed up) others. Though there were many graduands but the ceremony was not that long or boring.
A busy and packed day ended with us searching high and low for our dinner cum supper as the shops in Melbourne close pretty early. We eventually settled down with sandwiches from Subway and Korean cup noodles.

16 Dec - an eventFUL and HOT HOT HOT day
We woke up pretty early as we have signed up for a day tour and got to catch the bus.
It was a loooooooong journey to our destination - Grampians National Park, 3hrs up up and 3hrs down down.
Throughout I really got to salute our female driver who drove for more than 6hrs (with just a few breaks), who drove verrrrrrry fast on a straight expressway and the curvy hills up and down. As I was at the window seat, I could actually see the bus at the edge of the mountain when she made those sharp turns - is like one mistake from her and our bus will go tumbling down.



We had many stops (included those we had our break) - we visited town of Beautfort, Halls Gap, among the trees to look for kangaroos, Bambruk Aboriginal Cultural Centre, Boroka Lookout, the Balconies, Mackenzie Falls, Jaws of Death etc.

One of the challenges throughout this entire day tour was THE WEATHER! It was sooooooo hot where we constantly had to do the “Aussie Waves” aka shooing the flies. Another would be climbing 200 steps down and 200 steps up for the view of Mackenzie Falls - problem not on the legs actually but it was the air that made us hard to breathe.

Unlike many others who was soundly asleep throughout the ENTIRE or even half of the journey, I was enjoying myself looking out of the window for the beautiful scenery (the cloud especially) and of course enjoying the fast roller-car ride. Haha! I only went into dreamland on our way back to the city.

Our long day ended with a delicious Korean cuisine and followed by the delicious ice-cream (it was long queue when we went there) for dessert, our last night @ Melbourne so definitely must have another taste on the delicious ice-cream.

17 Dec - we started the day with breakfast and shop @ Queen Victoria Market. I had “borek”, something like chicken pie and is really nice!

We had another delicious brunch @ a HK style restaurant before we had a quick shop @ DFO and in the city. After two HOT HOT days, the cooooold weather back!

We left Melbourne to Singapore in the evening.
Was “selected” to take the Business Class and it was … … FANTASTIC!
Light snack before the plane takes off, solid appetizer, delicious main course, abundance of juice/wine, many choices of fruit/bread, pretty dessert, chocolate from Godiva!
Spacious space, comfortable seat with massage, 180dg bed, big LCD tv with big headset, special treatment, quality freebies given etc etc.


18 Dec
- miss Melbourne! Haha!
Jetlag? Was so tired that I spent it on sleeping sleeping and sleeping.